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Let me first start off by saying… “WOW!”.

I haven’t blogged in almost forever, it feels like. Today (or shall i say tonight) I am feeling wonderful!! Today was a beautiful day for me. It all started off with me going to school with NO GAS in my car, but for some GRACEFUL reason i made it to school and back. I went to AGAPE tonight, its the best place in the world to get in touch with myself and spirit.

 Now, speaking of AGAPE. Let me first start off by saying AGAPE means ‘unconditional love’. It’s a space where you get love continuously from everyone around you. Its an amazing community and i love it! When I’m feeling down or not to sure about myself.. that is the best place to go. LoL… oh i can go on and on!!!

 But anyways i have realized that when it comes to “venting”. . .   Lets just say i DON’T ‘vent’ to people. I vent in meditation or I’ll just simply write it down on a sheet of paper and then throwing it away.

Now, the reason for me NOT venting to people, is nothing personal. It’s just that in general, people don’t like to listen to other people’s problems, unless it has something to do with THAT person. Like people will just sit there and without “listening” they just automatically give out their opinions or tell you what they recommend you to do.

See, that bothers me the most i just wanna talk to get this shit off of my mind. i don’t NEED feedback just simply sit and listen.But, OF COURSE that’s not how people are.

In conclusion, my purpose of writing this one entry is because today i actually sat down with my mom and talked to her. but she didn’t give me feedback (which is usually not her) she just sat there and listened to me. And understood me. (but It wasn’t like she was just sitting there NOT CARING and THINKING OF SOMETHING ELSE, but like the i can tell she was in-tuned with what i was saying. I could tell through her eyes.) && THAT amazed me.

ohhh here i am just BLABBING

i am on the journey to get to know myself =].

PS.  and too ALL 3 of my friends(bitches), if you ever need to talk to me….. you KNOW i’m here for you! i love youuuuuu!

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